Melancholia #1

I smother my love for you
and die a little.
It gasps for air
and I
Laugh.

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There were sirens everywhere
and with the sweetest eyes
they tangled their claws in your grenadine hair
and you drifted

sweet as flowers from a creek
I've found not long ago
under the rocks of old
and I was sunk to the knees

I look up the clouds below
you're always out of reach
away from the sirens

now they weep their leafy tears
and with the saddest grin
I kill my fantasies
for you to swim

I see sirens on the halls
and leave a faintly sigh
the waves ran their hands through your grenadine hair
and I drowned